Well another year has passed me by. I can't believe that I have a teenager and an almost one year old in my house. I can't believe that I'll be celebrating my 15th wedding anniversary in just a couple of weeks. I also can't believe that I just crept a little closer to my elusive 40th birthday! I'm not really worried or concerned about being another year older. The hard part is watching my little ones grow older. I miss cuddling with my 13 year old son. I miss holding hands with my 11 year old daughter. I miss helping my 3 year old get dressed. I'm starting to miss my baby. He's walking and growing up so fast.
I know that babies get older and become independent. As a mother, it's my job to get them there. But it's the most difficult thing to do. I want my little ones to be strong, independent, confident, and intelligent. I want all of the best things for them. I want them to be able to go out into the world ready. I want to know that they will succeed and keep dreaming if they fail. But.....I still want them to be my little ones!
Who knew that motherhood could be so difficult?
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